Tat night we went back to saddle club, which lao gao last time used to work, it brought back so many memories. last time we used to walk very long inside the open space cafe and eat lao gao chicken wings, now when we have transport we dun need to walk, time has fly so fast, we have known each other for i think 9 yrs, we all have grown old, things have changed, but saddle club ambience is always the same.
Today dun noe y he so gd offer to pick me up, but i dun wanna trouble him, so meet at a mrt station, he brought his dog along, we went to his office to change car, while he wash his car, i hold his dog, coco very cute, he nv miss a chance to get his eyes off his master, i was being pulled here and there by him, the scene seems like a whole family going outing. the way he talk to coco makes me think of last time when he and benny dotes on me, he used to tap my head and use the same tone to talk to me. He will nv use the same tone to talk to me again....
He also first time offer to send me back woodlands though we r at west side, i wanna go back myself cos was not used to him being so generous to send me back, but he insisted, dun noe wat medicine he took suddenly so gd, then we ate our dinner at 515. it have been yrs since we have dinner together, think 8 yrs ago ba. this dinner makes me feel tat things can nv be the same like last time already. i dun noe when is the next time we can have dinner together again, i also dun noe when is the next time we will contact again. cos he went mia again once we part. i seldom msg him unless he msg me, actually there is no conversation between us, i cant bring myself to talk a lot to him like i talk to kazz. we meet cos of the things we like, when there is nth we seem to have nth to talk or think there is no pt to meet. i dun noe y we cant be like last time, y cant he call me and mit me everyday? but i am ok, i am fine with him call me as and when he like.
i really hope everything can be a past but when i am ready to put down he once agian appear and brought imaginations to me.....
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