today mdm make us go costume move boxes again, we eat halfway, then come down quickly continue to eat, mdm say gif us half hr to clear our in charge studio, but me n tarek keep eating while others alraedy start cleaning, then afetr eating we go up to our studio pick up a few litter laze around n go down again, star n even fuying clean the cupboard wif awter, yaojia clear till sweat, haha me n tarek really lazy
then we haf warm up wif yihan, he make us keep hundreds of leg but today dun sweat as much as yest cos today everyone very lazy n keep thinking if we can go prepare for press preview
tonight i did a very stupid action n i dun noe y i suddendly leave my house n drove away to find out sth. i promise myself this will be the last time to do this, i dun think its worth it to do since no appreciation, i very realistic if nv get any return i wont waste time n resource on that,
anklet lost, i really cant rem where i put it, i dun noe if it was tat day when i emo i put away or izzit that it drop, i found the whole house but cant find, its very sad n helpless, but nobody noe n nobody will care, it just make me feel i alraedy lost everything. the grifness which cant be explained.
today i finally realised sth, actually i m just a nobody, the treatment of ignorance shows the unimportance of me living in this world, y did i come to this world when being ignored, commented for not able to share unhappiness, but at least i found out, so i wont go against the bad treatment, i shall leave it forever.....
